ak mNgarut

cAn u Leave me here aLone nOw..
i dun waNna heAr u say dat u knOw me..
dat i shOuld b Owez dOing wat u say..
cAuse i'm trayiNg tO get thrOugh d day..
and there's One thinG i knOw..
i dun waNna thiNk bOut u..

it'z nOt dat i dun waNt tO thiNk bOut u..
just dat i caN't whiLe we are, how we are..
n it'z nOt d way u waNt me tO..
mayB One dAy, but i caN't leAd u On..

the thiNgz u say..
they get tO mE..
u makEz ne feeL guiLty n Over what??????


I HATE D WAY I STILL CARE BOUT U..


i knOw u have beeN thrOugh sO muCh..
n i'm here 4 u..
just stOp pushiNg me away n theN waNting mE baCk..
there areN't maNy peOple whO cAn mAke mE cry..


CRYING IS THE SAME IN EVERY LANGUAGE..


U thiNk u have gOt me aLL figured Out..
but, iN reaLity u gOt nO cLue..
thinGz were sO muCh eAsier..
baCk in d start..


U THINK U KNOW BUT REALLY U HAVE NO IDEA AT ALL..


u seem tO 4get whO n wat i am..
all Our cOnversatiOn r forgOtten..
n arguemeNtz take their pLace..


I'M JUST A GIRL.. WHAT MORE DO U WANT????


i just waNt thiNgz baCk the way they we're..
when i smiled 2 see ur name..
baCk when we have a Laugh n i hate it wheN u we're GONE..


I MISS YOU..

we hardLy taLk aNymOre..
n it kiLLs mE tO Lose u Like tiz..
i knOw u fiNd it hard tO beLieve..
but i wOuld b LOST withOut u..

Plizz.. TALK TO ME.. I DO REALLY NEED U..
it may nOt b LOVE..
but dOes dat reaLLy matterZ????


HOPE..................


u meAn d worLd tO me..
i hOpe tiz heLps u uNderstaNd..
One wOrd frees us of all d weight n paiN of Lyfe..
dat wOrd is


LOVE!!!!!!


but,
i've hiddeN a nOte..
itz presseD betweeN paGez dat u've markeD tO fiNd ur wAy baCk..
itz sayZ dOes hE ever get d girLz???
but,
wat if d pAgez stay preEseD..
d chapter unfiNished..
the stOries tOo duLL tO unfoLd..
dOes hE ever get d geL..

cLosiNg mA eyeZ i cOuNt tO TEN..
Lyfe wAs eAsier wheN we were just FRIENDZ..
we used tO b sO cLose but nOw we cAn b staNdinG right besiDe eAch Other..
n itz stiLL feeLs Lyke we are miLez apart..

all i cAn say..


I LURVE U CHIEYNTAAA...